Fighting A Losing Battle

Well I am giving up on making music for a while. I think the depression I fight with is winning right now. I've lost a lot of interest in things and am holding on to just get to work so my family can have money. Right now I feel it is foolish to ever have tried to make a difference or think anyone cares about my music. honestly it isn't to the standards that people want, but I tried. The fact that I tried is what I'm holding onto as a success so I don't completely beat myself up. I will keep posting things that I find interesting hoping that a few people will enjoy them with me. I will try to get out of this and maybe get back to making music. The music will probably be just forme, which makes me feel immensely lonely. Hopefully a few people will find it interesting enough to share the music with me. Thanks all for your support to date. Please give to charities that help fight mental illness. One place is my Give & Get page, but any other charity will do.